Trapt

Ever feel like you're going insane? you feel like everything you know around you is going way, way, way too fast and the only way to make it stop is to close your eyes and relax?

But what if you can't? what if you don't know how to relax? I for one have never had the privilege of being able to do so, so what now? what now for me?

I carry on, i keep telling myself it is all in my head, and to be quite honest & fair it is, it has always been this way
and it's time for me to stand up, and face it face to face, and say "i'm not scared of you" I can't run away from it

I dare not to, because i have my happiness on the line, my world and everything that makes me whom i am, I might have not been a saint this year, or the last, or the last

But for everyone out their, who hates my guts (i can name a few) just remember the saying

Every saint has a past, every sinner has a future.

I will over come what has been planted in my head to become that monster, who i have never had the luck of getting rid of,

With determination and strengh, i can only see success in the face.

Who know's maybe i'll cut the throat of this monster and be the person i know i can be.....

Thank you for reading...