Thursday, 16 August 2012

Growing up

So I got my haircut to help get a job ..... As soon as I get one growing it back but for now I'm trying to live in the real world... I have a job interview this Monday wish me luck

If only the human disgrace was more like this

Wednesday, 15 August 2012

So yesterday I met up with nini we drank in the park and smoked lots of cigs

Loved having you here nini you're a good friend

Monday, 13 August 2012

Oh look

Beautiful

Edinburgh is pretty

Hi guys

So on Friday im moving
I'm moving to ayr and on the Saturday getting my haircut short and applying for jobs

I mean I have too who would hire me looking how I do ?

My boss would wanna fuck me and people would complain

Bad joke I know lol

But im not really that excited I guess itl hit me on the head when I'm there I guess

I've had a lot of things going on in life that have got me upset but at least things are getting better

I met nini the other day which is cool seeing her again tomorrow


I don't know what to say really apart from I'm grateful for the people I have anyway going to eat pizza now

Bye

Thursday, 9 August 2012

Cross

Il burn a hole inside your cross my souls already lost

Wednesday, 8 August 2012

I dug a hole
10 miles wide
So I could throw all of you inside.
You're such a dumbfuck
You need to shut up
You bring a picture of me everytime you get your haircut
Imposter!

Photoshoot

Had a photoshoot today
Went well will post pics soon

So I move on the 16th I'm excited it should be good

Will be cutting my hair soon too

I got into a confrontation today

Three girls and a guy ages 16 and above shouted to me are you a guy or girl I said what's that ? Your sucking him off for £5 so your mother can pay her rent ?

They were shocked lmao

Anyway I'm going to clean now

Byeeee

Jacky<3

Friday, 3 August 2012

Signed and sealed

Today I just signed the deal to bring me to Ayrshire and live in Ayr. I've broke of from Edinburgh and I'm aiming to do others who care for me proud I will not let any of you down watch me grow through the months with pleasure and all I ask is you stay true to yourselfs, unlike others I'm doing something for my benefit for my future and in life you have to make huge sacrifices to reach your dream and I'm doing that thank you
One day I realised it is important to have your own style just because others think those tight white studded shoes look like shit doesn't mean they are a fact, facts come from you never let a person change your way of thinking in style or personality thank you

Wednesday, 1 August 2012

Her life is a chapter of disasters

Time is running out and I've barely found out the person who I'm meant to be but can't you see it's always like that of me? Time is getting closer and the dust is setting time to go through another lesson not this lie of an allibi I hide beneath. So tell me now how will it feel when you realise your acting like a sidekick, kick me right in my guts like you just met me me the ground try and circle my confidence my brains going in overload.

I gotta admit its been a hell of a time
Guessing my wrongs my secret is on your lips
So when misery comes your way will you stand and rise and hold out your arms as they drag you along on your final day

I wrote the book on escaping the truth so tell me can you spell live when your already living

I rest in peace and rest my case go on walk about thinking your right because when it's all ready and the truth has prevailed tell me what do you do when injustice follows you?

What does music mean to you?

I have decided I will spill my heart and guts in this blogpost

Music for me is many things. My saviour my calm place my best friend, my dream, my future and my otherside

Growing up I was never into it believe it or not I'd listen to something thinking it was just a catchy beat. But a few years down the line I discoverd emo music !

No not my chemical romance or Marilyn Manson or whatever you wanna label emo

But death cab for cutie and the get up kids

For me this opened new doors when I first heard those songs it spoke to me I could relate to the lyrics and the best thing is they wrote it they were writing and not buying the lyrics which was really comforting

As I got older I picked up more bands
Family force 5 and yes my chemical romance

But the band that spoke to me most was escape the fate the song there's no sympathy for the dead it was like it was a song about me and I listened to it more and more then before you know it I came up with creative writing

I thought it was normal to write this I found and still find it so easy

I'll admit it I never take the time when writing my lyrics they are just from the top of my head

When it comes to screaming I scream good. I do it when I was at party's I even got asked to join a band as a singer/screamer I said no though because I have no time for this

My point is my music taste isn't just rock I listen to rap and some dance music I'm a sucker for foreign songs too because I love different languages

Anyway I'm away to sing deuce bye ;)