Christmas Tree

So this post will be a kinda diary thing i have going, like my previous posts, i will be spilling out on what is on my mind, Martina told me to do so and so did Joanna a long time ago so let's go shall we?

The other day I was speaking to Mother, and i said to her, You know it's weird, She said what is? I said " The christmas tree isn't where it is normally, and hardly and decorations", she said, well you' are all grown up now you don't need it.

I thought to myself, wow, she is right, i am all grown up, Time has gone way so fast, i still feel like i'm a 15 yr old kid at times, You know... And everything is going so fast at times and it's like forcing me to do things i really don't want to do, because i feel like i am not ready

In my life right now from an out siders view i pretty much have the perfect life, a beautiful loving Girlfriend

A bestfriend who would die for me

oh and a dog, lol

But seriously, where has the time gone all of a sudden? it's funny

When you were Younger you would hear people saying, oh when you're my age you're going to wish you were 14 again, and i never really believed them

now i do, i kinda wish i could go back and do things differently,

this is what gives me determinattion to do well sometimes

to try and think in the future... what would the 57 yr old Stevie say to the 20/21 year old Stevie

FUCK EVERYTHING THAT MOVES

haha only kidden lol

anyway, christmas is coming soon, so i want this christmas to be special

I want to spend it with family, then after that go back to Sweden to see my beautiful girlfriend and her dog :D

DOG

lol

thanks for reading, more updates soon
-Stevie