Now i can't sleep YAY -_-

Okay so i just realised what is happening today

I'm not saying anything but.. i will say i am worried.

But am i staying strong? You bet your fucking ass i will be strong!

I need to be because she has been strong for me so many fucking times, it's unbelieable!

Sometimes in life you never get the chance to make a conection with someone, 

You never get to experiance what life is all about, having someone who is there for you

going back to my teenage years i could never believe in a thing such as a friendship

You know... Oh they must fancy eachother if they are so close friends...

Until i met Joanna... Joanna is so dear to me, and even myself might think it looks weird

from an outsiders point of view.... thinking oh stevie must love her more then a friend

No thank you? why would i ? i mean there is no way i would want to risk such a friendship

i actually become sick at the thought LOL 

...

wait!? that sounds so harsh ! let me go into detail...

I feel sick because she is like a sister to me, and i'm sorry but i don't believe in incest lol!

But seriously here, i value our friendship. and i am scared for her today

but i know she is a very strong person, and she can't be broken down...

maybe im worrying all over nothing right?

thats my trademark i guess....

everything willl be fine...

praying or you sweetie

<3