Mila

I'm sitting at Kim's mums house and I got thinking. I really do miss Mila. She's only four months old and I miss her. I miss holding her. Seeing her smile and stroking her small hand. I have tears in my eyes and I pray for her for family reasons. As some of you may know my family were never loving and sentimental. You were a faggot if you showed your feelings. But Mila changed that. Mila brought us together. I don't know but what I do know is I'm working to get dog experience so I can be closer to her. My family and my dream as a trainer. She has so much joy and hope. I just want to be an uncle to her. No I want to be the best uncle ever. I remember the times I spent with her. When I held her when she was first born. I know right it sounds so cliché. But she's wonderful. She gives me hope in believing I can be a better person. A better human. Look at me I'm pouring my heart out for mila rose. I don't know why I have such a bond. Because I'm an uncle? Im only an uncle not a mum or dad. But what I do know I'm going to spoil her. With gifts and jokes and advice. I never want her to feel alone or fear or sadness. I want to see her prosper. Mila rose. I am your uncle and I will always be here for you. Angel .