Truth is.

Sometimes in life we need to break a cycle to move on. Sometimes we are delt with situations that arise even if it is for the worst or for the good. It's like you are given a piece of towel to put over your eyes, and you are told to walk, You don't know what will happen but you hope for the best. Sometimes you just have to accept the fate you have made for yourself. It could be the greatest thing you have done in your life, because at the time it's the best idea, but before you end this cycle you must think through it and think is it really worth doing this, it will change everything

It's been like this for so long and my batterys are dead. or it's been like this for so long, i don't know how to live any other way. Sometimes you just have to have trust in yourself that the choice's you have made, will work out for the better. People's problems these days are over thinking needless and pointless situations, it can feel like your head is over spinning with a stupid mental condition (so you are told) but the truth is, that's it, it's all in your head, so you hurt others around you without even realising it.

People fear change, and people hate hurting others it's what makes us human beings, it's what helps us grow as a person, all we can do is learn to nurture ourself in a positive manner and in the most senseable way,

It's okay to act like everything is going to be okay, but whats the point in acting when you could just be there for yourself or have your friends to be there for you aswell, so you can take the real time to look back and think to yourself that you are doing the right thing, or things will get better, it's okay to let your gaurd down, but it depends who you let it down too

for example if you just want to cry and cry and be held by a friend, thats okay, but it depends which friend, because as a friend they won't judge you, they won't pitty or be jealous or whatever

but to a stranger or a fake friendthey might take advantage "aw things will be okay come back to my place;)" you should never be scared to be yourself infront of the people you care for the most

nor should you be scared of playing that acting game so the world won't judge you, the fact is if you have went through something shit, that leaves you so alone you wanna top yourself, and act fine and happy that you are shitting glitter, then people WILL talk, people will be like wtf? he is a weirdo, or they will be polite and say even after all of that ghe is still staying strong

which leads me onto pride, pride is a key, pride is something we love to have and we don't wanna lose our pride, we want it to be sky high right? but if you have done the right choice which suits you, then you won't lose your pride by shedding a tear, you'll be respected by shedding a tear, because atleast you are not a robot.

Im sure if any of you have had to make a tough choice, between a person or a habbit, it can be hard, just have a little bit more faith and love for yourself and youll find your path home, because it's only YOU who can change it, not your brother, sister, uncle or pet rabbit, YOU

thanks for reading..