So i really want to lose a bit of weight, not because i think omg i'm fat! no i know i'm not FAT
But i just want to have a slimmer body and i want it to be quite muscley, not big muscles but more toned...
it would be nice XD so i'm thinking of eating healthy... no junk food, no energy drinks, just water and fruit juice... and no alcohol and cigs or drugs... i'm not going to be straight edge i just want to look after myself...
i need motivation... well i don't need martina begging me to stop smoking XD it just annoys me -_-
And if Joanna smokes infront of me i'll kill her.. hmm...
maybe i should work out more in my room lol ? press ups? sit ups?
Imagine me with muscles in that pic would i look good lol?
Aaaaaw imma get a real fucking fit body too! Training starts now! And I HAVE to quit smoking so I'll try not to smoke infront of you! I got a letter from my doctor today -____- so I must stop with the smoking soon :( or else I'll die eventually cause my lungs will never get better. See! Motivation! You, me! We'll stop together ok?? And also, even if you don't loose weight or even if you gain like 10 stones I'd love you all the same. As long as you ate you, then all is well.
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