It's funny..

It's funny how you get so attached to small things, Well I'm attached to this blog, i guess if i ever get my life back on track (which i am doing) I will look back on this blog, the bad times, the good times and smile. Knowing that i survived, maybe when i die someone will find this blog... Makes you think huh? it's a scary thought, but this could last FOREVER! and that's scary

Right now i am bored and should probably sleep, but i Guess i can't because of the stuff on my mind, like Martina and Joanna say, I over think the small stuff, when there is no real need too. I know i need to pick myself up and i truly believe i am, but sometimes the small things get to us and then we over think

I felt so good tonight just speaking to Martina:) it's a good thing:) i honestly can't wait to see her soon yay!!!!!!!!!!!!

But i felt bad because i over thinked things, plus my dog jacky was outside for two hours, yep Dad forgot to let him in... I heard crying from him and didn't know what was going on, so i went downstair's and noticed he wasn't in his basket... I opened the door and he ran in wagging his tail trying to kiss me LOL he was so cold so i let him lay on my bed (which you should never let a dog do by the way, Don't want them thinking they are better then you LOL) but it felt nice him loving me...

Right now i'm so tired and sick, i have a sore throat, runny nose.. haha i was about to write runny head XD wtf LOL

but yeah i guess i will try and sleep now,

Night blog!