I'm The Best Kind Of Mess.: Updated my profile.

I just updated my profile. It was time for a change, haha!

Anyway where have I been what have I been doing? Well I've been busy, I've spent time with my mum, I've been exploring Edinburgh and what the festival has to offer

Getting things in place for the flat..

Me and Kimmi also joined an amazing Gym. So we have been there and it's really fun, they have yoga, saunas, jacuzzi, pools, treadmills and all that

Which reminds me our induction is on Sunday, so we will be doing that. But I've been a bit worried....

You see I don't mind telling people this because I have nothing to be ashamed of, but.. When I was born, I had a few problems I was very premature and the problems led to brain damage and I was diagnosed with mild cerebral palsy, it effects speech (sometimes I pause and I'm slow at talking) learning (just takes me a little bit longer to learn then others) balance and catching things, sometimes when I walk my ankles spazzum, like they'll just move to the side a little bit and il fall... Well I had this checked out and because of the way I walk in putting pressure bad pressure on my knee caps and a couple of weeks ago I ript ligaments in my knee and well I need to attend physiotherapy. So the gym will help my legs get stronger. But what I'm worried about is the pressure i put on my knees with working out... I'm trying into to let it bother me but to be honest every 4 months I would say I am in constant pain in my knee caps mainly the left one because of the way I walk. So that's why I was on crutches a few months ago. Mystery solved! (Ps I am so grateful that I only have mild and not full, I'm sorry if I never let any of you know before I was just ashamed and embarrassed but I am proud of who I am, my life could have been a lot worse and thank god I am not in a wheel chair and I can speak and move, this is why I hate the word re***d)

It didn't help when my old landlord failed to provide a hand rail in my house and I fell down the bottom of the stairs because of it... They knew about my problem so it was they're fault... But I'm not going to go into detail with that (legal stuff...)

I really miss Jack, I miss having him around, I should start training him again. He's a good boy

Oh I didn't tell you did I? I've applied for my provisional (in the UK you need one to take a driving test) so I'm going to be learning to drive, if all goes well...

Kimmi also got into college! She was worried because she got into college in Ayrshire, but was scared she wouldn't get in college at Midlothian.. So well done Kimmi my darling :)

I've been going to the football a lot too, that's been fun :)

Going to see if I have any pics for you guys ...