Creative writing? #1

So I wanted to do some creative writing.. It really makes me feel better and to be honest my tip for writing let my subconscious mind take over

It's about fighting yourself against your own self doubts and keeping the tips from the ones who want to help you.

"The smell of sanity is nothing old or crazy to me. The burning of my life as wisdom comes and morals leave me.

I find it hard to trust and even though I'm growing up, I feel the paranoia slipping burning straight into me

What do I say to you when you say to me I can find myself free what do I say to me when I'm the only one to hold this key

I feel a passion coming and even though it will be ever lasting. I pour my heart onto my sleeve I forget my lines and choke it falls straight on to me

So what do I do when I am trying to find peace into the streets of the night so what do you say when I say to you I never made it through

I feel the pain alive and even though I've faught  to survive I feel an exorcist it makes me lean straight towards him

I feel for better now forever hold my peace and look straight through

I always knew I ran straight trough I always fell right down the slope. 

It's time to drop, to drop this rope

But I wanna believe that the clouds can't gather and I want to see that

My heart has so much strength is rather not no way today

But I feel alive right now

And it's so hard to survive right now

I want to take this crossing roads that lead me straight to you and I want to change my worser days believe me when i say 

I want to change, cancel all the pain, I'll see right through

I'll see right though

Il make it through

You told me so..."

You told me

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