For that person I miss everyday, J

Just spare a moment in your busy life, I'm at this table and I've put down my knife.

I'll walk you through a story from old to new and tell you a few secrets and share them with you

I never used to believe in magic and you took me to a place where we could only see

I became sadistic and Sadly I caused my own tragic and lied to you, lieing to your face its my ultimate disgrace

And karma has hit me right in the face, that I've lost a friendship with you. I want to state I was never into you. But as a brother. I never wanted things to go further.

You are still to this day the number one name in my head and I beg for forgiveness for hurting you. But instead please understand I was a weak and silly man... But please don't forget me don't put our friendship to bed and forget

I still consider you my bestie because I still look out for you. Even if I " left my heart black and blue" I still can't forget a friend like you

I want you to know how proud I am and I always knew when you were rock bottom you would have showed them who you really are and anyone who got in your way you would have shot them from a far.

I feel incomplete with a friendship so long and far. I have my life right now and that's fine even if I think of you and our time

I'm not ashamed to say your name I am not afraid. And I deserve this pain. Grow old with the man you love. You deserve heaven sent from above. I can honestly say he is so good for you

I always watch out for you and wonder if you think of me to. After all "no one can compare to you "

You are nothing but my friend and in the end I will walk on with my love, family and health and pray one day we can be close again.

I have a wonderful life right now, with my girl and house. But your still my bestie until the end and I promise you no one can take your place in my heart, besties till the end. I promise

J