This is a story

This is a story about a man who self destructed his life and dreams, it started from when he was around 11 years old, his stable role model had to leave and he didn't know who to look upto. He tried looking up to other people but he was not happy with them and felt they couldn't compare to his previous role model. He also went from fixation to fixation. Fixating on country's, languages, and even football. He became distant with the word at age 12 trying to fend for himself an creating his own safe place, but he couldn't create a safe place so went through the hell until age 14 where he made a 'friend' he gave his trust to this person and even heart they broke it and ran by age 17 he was as confused as before and started feeling angst with the world. Not knowing how to cope he his and was to scared to be who he wanted to be. But one day he decided he wanted a place in life and wanted to fit in. He turned on his radio and listened to the music around him. It gript on to him and he got transformed from someone who didn't know his place to someone who felt he belonged. By age 20 he was still this shy crazed hyper active bitch. Who clinched to people for happiness but after losing another friend and getting upset he decided to change. For the better... To be continued or is it ?