Realtionships & being who you are.

Relationships are something special in my eyes. You can have them with anyone, be your family, friends, or a boyfriend/girlfriend.

I think the relationship you have with your family is something that never dies, sure you have your ups and downs. but in the end they are and will be the only true people out there who will love you for you, and that's something special in today's world.

Realtionship's with friends too, you could be a prick, an asshole, but you still love them
you might not talk for hours in an end, but you still love them, days could go by, even months, but you still love them i have a few friends who i hardly speak to but i still love them.

Personal relationships, with a boyfriend or girlfriend, can be special too, but they can't at the same time. i was in a situation a few months ago where the girl wasn't ready. i was, i wanted to settle down with her, but she wasn't ready, we were only seeing each other though, but it was still better then nothing. but then i thought to myself why am i doing this to myself? so i walked. and for another reason, i loved my ex girlfriend, but never reall knew or wanted to believe it. now my last realtionship it was a difficult ending, it hurt me a lot and im sure it hurt her just as much from the way i acted during the relationship. but i guess things don't work out

Fact is, a lot of stuff in life does not work out, and you can't expect your loved ones to pick you up everytime you fall on your ass, right now i have a fine relationship with friends and family, and i'm happy with it. i'm content so to say

But i will never count on them too much, the only person i count on is myself and well jack, my dog yeah
i count on him to be happy when he see's me, and the weird thing is he knows when i am sad, he will come over lick my hand and put his head on my knees, smart ass dog.

Realtionship wise for a girlfriend or a boyfriend, i'm single, and probably won't get another partner for a long time. until i meet "the one" i just don't feel ready i really don't and that's fine i guess,

Never take a realtionship for granted, cherish what you have and make the loved ones around you proud

Being who you are also, people say to me, oh i like your hair, how did you cut it like that, in the past i have used pictures to get a haircut but i expanded on it,

what does that mean? well, i added my own traits to it, i liked the haircut that i printed off of the snow white poisons bite singer, but i added my own cleeks to it.

Another thing people ask is where do you shop, it annoys me because i don't want them copying me, my clothes are for me, i can wear skinny jeans today but then i'll wear swet pants and a football top or even afootball top and skinnys !

even with music, people say oh check out this band, i'm like no, but then two months later i check them out when i want to and like them ! thats something that i am proud of

and to get this photoshoot is a thumbs up to me because i must be doing something right, right? ha

anyway im going to try and write more like this from now on, giving my view on things, take care