Song for a friend

I wrote these lyrics for my friend. I miss her and hope she hasn't forgotten me.

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Distance has grown and through time you have shown. What i have done to you

Looking through the pages of that giant book we wrote, i tore the pages i didn't like out

And started to freak myself out. I miss you night and day, and at times i can only pray

you don't forget me, because i can't forget you, i can't forget you.

time will come to tell, and will it be okay, Im living in this private hell, cant you tell?  i won't simply sell this friendship down the river banks

You were always there and simply didn't care what others may have thought, even when they nailed me to their cross. you looked past the badness of my history and you faught for our freedom, to be one, to have this line in the sand, to make our mark upon history.

i will keep my head held high and admit that i was wrong, i was wrong by those texts, and i never took the second to understand, the master plan that was created, the day that i met you,

i don't ask for a lot these days, just to sit down and say, how sorry i may be to you

but losing you inside my heart, when i've only got one sense of a spark i don't know what i'll do

probably be lost without you? i hurt myself so bad, and i lied to myself and family watched our time drift out to sea.....

i left those clouds of doubt in your eyes, the first four days i finally said goodbye

i'll beg for your forgivness and wear this sign around me neck, i won't protect myself from the lesson that has came around to tell

I'll cry to keep the comfort, may i never lie again, i could never risk the thought and pain, of never calling you again, i know i had done wrong, i never took it serious, but i sincerly miss, those golden smiles we made, can we reminis?

but tell me now, before it's to late, i can't concentrait, you're my bestfriend, my big sis, no one will ever take your place

if its the end, if it falls now, and i died for my own sake. then at least you have this song, to remind you of my mistakes

little "broder" "