They say telling it all is the start of something, something when you begin to fall.

So i am sorry that i haven't updated my blog as much as i would like to but i guess i have not just had the motivation to get to grips with life at the moment lol. I am feeling strange and awkward feelings, no my body isn't going through the change haha ! but i have been thinking of my past so what im going to do is, just say the following to get it off my chest because i feel i have the right and i need to get this told

Person number one, I think you know what you done in the end to me was horrible and i think a part of you wants to bury your head in the sand and ignore all responseability of hurting me, but one day you will, one day you'll see that i tried everything for that life but it wasn't good enough for you, so you got confused and didn't know what to do, you really fucked my head and heart about, but i want to say thank you, thank you for giving me this experiance to adapt to my souroundings, i still think of our past our long long past, what we done and how we got to where we are now, and i know i need to forget you, but i guess i never ever will because you made a mark upon me that will last forever and i know i done the same, but im not going to say i was great but you know i was a little bit better then you, just saying, rot in hell

person number two: where do i start with you, well thank you actually, thank you for giving me the time to have fun and joy, you know it was good while it lasted, but all good things come to an end, i have nothing really to say to you, but grow up?

person number 3, you can try as hard as you can, but youll never be me, im better then you

all i can do now is look to the future ahead of me, im going to Sweden next week to be with my love:) i can't wait

i get to see my bestfriend too! should be fun fun i get to go on a plane lol
no idea how il make it to malmo alive tho LOL

bye!!!!!!!!