Trapt.

Okay so i feel trapt. The house is a mess but it can be easily cleaned.

The point is. well, i broke the washing machine by over loading it. and now we have no clean clothes...



do i put my clothes in the bath with wahsing powder? or wait till monday and go to the laudrette?

we have money but um...

our landlord has gone awol. well we joke but we are fearing the worst...

we are scared he might have had another stroke. rent was due day's ago but he still hasn't came to collect it..

i really worry about about him... i have left texts and voicemails telling him to get in contact when he can.

but in all seriousness our landlord has been a great guy. we were low on food and heating at xmas and he turned round and said " are you sure you can afford rent? don't leave yourself's without"

i used to think landlords were big and nasty but he has been a great guy...

i just pray he will be okay.

anyway apart from that im fine im feeling fine too which is good.

although i wish i could talk to someone about something... but i will be fine...

yeah it will probably be the hardest choice we have ever had to make but it is for the best...

the only way to stay sane is to go a little bit crazy