It's not fair.

How is it fair that a country of 5 Million have around 3 people representing Scotland in the UK parlements and get out voted every time to make laws and rules in Scotland?

They choose for the Southern English to get richer...

While People i personally know who have a child under 11 to freeze.

how in gods name is this fucking fair?

I'm Sorry but if we do not get independence i am leaving the uk, Scotland...

This song pretty much sums up my view on Scottish Independence.

Can You guess what country she is singing about ...

hmm...

"What will you do when the drought comes fourth and you cannae bleed the north?"

"What will you do when your house's freeze with nae oil in your sea's"

"You Wrapped her up in iron chains You thought You tied her up.
You placed a ball around her feet, Thought you tamed her like a pup.
You milked her veins so dry, aye You stripped her back so bare.
And then You looked her in the eye and said it's only fair.
Now is it any wonder why we treat You like we do?
You strut about your mansions like you dinnae have a clue.

But You know who you are Aye and you know what you've done
So don't act so innocent when we rise and end Your fun

What will you do when the drought comes fourth and you cannar bleed the north
what will you do when your lakes dry up will You turn and beg your pup?
What will you do when your house's freeze wae nae oil in your sea's?
aye, will you turn blind ignorance and beg forgiveness please
so maybe now you realize just how you treated her
cause' now she's mighty and she's strong
it's too late to right your wrong,

But maybe in the future aye, she'll free you from your shame
and then you'll look of her aye Scotland is her name.
then you'll look of her, aye Scotland is her name"

Lets get the better version out !

Runrigs versions of Alba ...

Another thing.

Another thing about Scottish Gaelic is it actually perfects my Accent better then English

What that means is when i speak in English, people who are not English compared to an American have trouble understanding it. but Scottish people we love to roll our r's and say complicated sentence's...

I would love to see our language change from English to Scottish Gaelic,

"Willnae happen ken?"

"Tha same wi independence, we huv nae chance like, wid be barry but nae chance."

Soar Alba. <3

Cimar A Tha Thu?

So I am thinking of learning Scottish Gaelic.

Scottish Gaelic is a small language compared to, well any language. i think it has around 2000 speakers, in Scotland and in Parts of Canada. Scottish Gaelic is mainly spoken in the Highlands and Islands of Scotland, The shetlands mainly.

I remember as a child I would watch the Scottish Gaelic kid shows on the TV, I never understood it but i enjoyed it. It sounds like Norwegian to me which is pretty cool. I think it came from the Norwegians when they invaded us...

i found a cool song from the TV channel, BBC Alba.

The song is by a Scottish band named Runrig, the song is "Alba"

Enjoy.

Bidh mi 'gad fhaicinn

hahaha!

Shit just got Serious

Opening up. re writing, Acceptence and happiness.

I wanted to open up today and let myself clense in my own self doubt. Well I sound like a Hippie today don't I? But seriously i want to open up a lot more to my blogger, because i made a Youtube video, well it was meant to be a Youtube video, but You know when you assume the words will come natrually and casually. but then you realise you were just in a crazy fantasy..... yeah well that happend to me last night. i made some good points and just went blank. like emptying a bath or even a pot i said all i had to say.

And then i thought to myself, If i could use that way of thinking and then use my blogger as the video then i would feel a lot better? but then I thought, nah, why would i wanna do that, bottle up the feelings and rely on other people. then i thought, that's what i've been doing most of my life, not so much now. but in that way where it comes as a natrual way of thinking, comme ci, comme ca. EST QUE TU PENSE DE MOI!!!!!!!!

Ah French, My second Love after crash bandecoot. well of my childhood anyways, I became so obsessed with France, and the language. You know I spent a whole week in my room sleeping during the day and awake all night, listening to French music, watching French dvd's, speaking to French people online and writing and reading and teaching myself French, i never spoke in English to my family, i didn't watch any TV shows or anything, i was begining to get a bit of a French accent

ET Voilá... It just stopped. I met a Girl from Germany, Fell in love forgot all about France.... Ironic huh? my obsession lasted for4 years and all wiped away for a summer Romance. Why the lack of loyalty Steven?! STEVEN GORDON! ... such a guy -_-... I was thinking last night how I missed Germany and Sweden. the experiance of getting on a plane and seeing all these different shops, on my own, no family... Also thought about Greece... Worst time of my life, I don't care if it was my brothers wedding, I hated it. for obvious reasons...

Now that i have opened up a little I can announce that

I have lost all my writing, my lyrics, my passion, my keys from the computer...

I was upset, i was sad. But then i remembered those Lyrics came from My heart & they'll always be there so who cares. no problem i can re write look watch

"Creeping up the stairs to find a coldness collects you from your life, you sense everything you realied on and confied in to be a lie, no safe place, it's the end of the chase, it's time to pack up and walk away, fighting the cure of a broken time, when all you wanted to do was hide, i'll write for two days and never more, i'll since for two weeks and break down on the floor. fighting the obsession or is it a life lesson, i've lost myself and only counting down, to when i can find him. where we won't make a sound"

Et voila.

Came from the top of my head. don't think its amazing, good or even ok, I have no opinion on it. i just love to write, i don't want to be an artist or author, i don't want to be reconized or even have someone say i am good. i just look it, it's like a drain for my feelings:)

Acceptence. meh...

Happiness.

Well it's like the building blocks are in place, with everything in my life. there's only one thing missing...

I've tried everything... Just.. can...

Bye.