For a Change

It's better to have something you want rather then what You need, but what if you need something so badly, that you'll do anything to have it. what if you dream so much of something you need but you stop and think. Wait i already have it.

Today hasn't been an easy day for me, i had to do something that i thought i wasn't able to do, i had to go somewhere, where i was frightend of going. But why ? not why as in i went there, but why did i need to go there. Well i didn't need to i had a choice. But i believe i made the right choice in this matter. I invested in my future so to speak

Right now everything has changed, and i am trying to pick from the positives. I am trying to keep hope, but. What happens when the hope leaves, when you start to believe your biggest fears. that they come to light and everything you once had is out of sight. So to speak

I can't let the past get me down anymore, i need to see more clearly and look at the facts and not over think the facts. i need to be the person who deep down i already am, and with time i will get that. But will they still be there waiting for me, how do i really know? not the problems. But the people who swore they would stay
and swore that they would be better in the end

I really don't know what i'd do if i managed to fuck this up again and left bitter and twisted in my own shallow weakened thoughts. i need and can only be positive. i want them back, i want to be that person again

anymore thoughts on my mind, nah, continue staying focused and well hanged.

thank you

hope

I have hope <3

Amazing.

Amazing.

Fixing a situation

Today i''ve had to make the hardest choice ever, but i believe it is the right choice. I will be back i will.

They say you''re looking for a quick fix and you have to watch out for their lies and tricks. They say you'll never do anything, but i promise you i can learn from my lessons, time against me, cold air following me, i will finally make a life of greed, free from my ambitions to cure myself from this condition and will lower the chance's of a story told of mis conceptions, so i will keep my head held high, and watch as time may pass by, i will keep my fingers cross'd for luck, that one day i can make the most of my dreams, in a safe way of heaven, when i finally learn my lessons, of jealousy and spite, everything may come right, in a story left untold. i love you all, and you better not stall, because i'm coming back, yes when everything is right i'm coming back

Oh the values.

This blood on my hands is something i can not forget !

The best video i've ever seen!

00:41 - HANDICAP'D! hahaha

Remi

Rémi Gaillard is one of My favourite Pranksters. 

Here is his latest video along with some of my favourite clips of him. 

Seriously, check him out !

GO REMI!

The awkward truth

Click Here for the awkward Truth;)

I'm Sorry

It's so hard 
To say that 
I'm sorry
I'll make everything all right

All these things 
That I've done
Now what have 
I become, and where'd I go wrong?

I don't need to hurt just to put you first
I won't tell you lies
I will stand accused with my hand on my heart
I'm just trying to say...


I'm sorry
It's all that I can say
You mean so much, and I'd fix all that I've done
If I could start again
I'd throw it all away
To the shadows of regrets, and you would have the best of me

I know that 
I can't take 
Back all of 
The mistakes but I will try

Although it's
Not easy
I know you 
Believe me 'cause I would not lie

Don't believe their lies told through jealous aisles
They don't understand
I won't break your heart; I won't bring you down
But I will have to say...

I'm sorry
It's all that I can say
You mean so much, and I'd fix all that I've done
If I could start again
I'd throw it all away
To the shadows of regrets, and you would have the best of me

I'm sorry
It's all that I can say
You mean so much, and I'd fix all that I've done
If I could start again
I'd throw it all away
To the shadows of regrets, and you would have the best of me

With or without you.

I give.

Dot Dot Dot

We're nothing but a bunch of Rockers living in a Rap & RnB World.

The Story of Falling In Reverse

Songs

So Joanna gave me this idea, she wrote about the songs she used to listen to so i thought hey why not do the same, this post will be highly embarrassing but thats what makes it so fun right? lol enjoy!

LOL dont judge me, they were good back in the day

This was when i was obsessed with France lol trying to learn French

once again, french obession, still a cool song !

Still listen to this sometimes but not so much 

i used to love Robbie lol!

cool song XD

i loved oomph! still do haha

Why did i listen to so much gay music lol?!

Im going to take a shower now, i feel dirty lol

bye !

Tired -_-

Feeling a bit tired, but in all quite happy, no idea what to write about really, hmmm. Any idea's? not sure lol

I feel like writing a book, martina's writing one, but meh, i dunno, i think i'd probably write about some mad man, thinking he is a vampire, would be pretty cool?

Oh yeah i forgot to mention to you guys, im going to Sweden again soon. When, that's a surprise XD but i can't wait to see Martina again:)

long distance's are hard i guess, but what do i do? i'm in love and she means everything to me, my everything i guess. :)

gosh i still feel tired, i've been over sleeping a lot lately too, which sucks balls btw !

i wonder what Joanna is doing, she was worried about her laptop being broke, but im sure everything will work out in the end.

i hope so ! i know how much she loves the stuff she has on there

right now il play some xbox while speaking to my Sweetie:)

night all:)

PIKA PIKA

My Star

I'll never walk alone, thanks to you Grandad <3

I love you<3

How lucky i am

How lucky i am to have a girl by myside,

who accepts me for what i am, as time goes by

i feel honourd to have such a gentil soul beside me

after all that we have been through, after all that we have seen

we both have the same dream, to be as one and our love is never inbetween

old eniemies have past and something might not last

but if she ever leaves i truly believe my passion will have died

people can run their mouth's day after day, and even when it comes to it

we will watch them say

she's the star in my eyes

and the gravity that pulls me down

so take a note and watch as grow

as you might have known

our love is the echo in the sounds

i love you <3

IT CUM'D

MY AMAZING NEW JEANS

WOOO

I'm not dead