random lyrics. (really helps)

It's hard to say if you truly missed me. was it your intention to truly break me?

I feel a burning sensation due to an ever lasting life lesson...
You've taught me a lesson and showed me my path....
It's upto me to read this map..

So far i'm here and so far i'm older. still thinkin' and watching my role.
I've been casted as this man and i've never had a plan. time to up stick's and leave
Leave what I've known. it's time to grow and go ahead today
never mind the games they've played and never mind the awful thing's i've said
You're words are as cold as the western sea
so whats your intentions, to sink me at the bottom

I've been so graceful and i've held on believing in a fairytale ending.
I have dreamed for years on end

Grateful for the friends i've lost & hateful for the lesson's i've learnt. crazy for the girl i've found. and insane. always insane.

Wear the badge with pride. never let them judge you and never try to hide. show them what you've got and laugh right in there face. stop hiding in my shadow and let me live my life.

Time to self destruct again. 123. time to forget the troubled on me. searching for space and finding a box. opening it and finding a knife. then begging for direction. searching searching time to self destruct again. time to take the medicine that's been haunting me for me.

God bless you all. question how will you stall when you're next in line for feeling the feelings i've felt after all. i know they're mine...