Winter days..

Writings- not sure where to write these, I like to creative write. It's really fun to explore the doors and caves of your soul to give something you can look back on. If anyone see's this. Well I'm letting you see a part of me. I guess I'm lucky to express my feelings through my finger tips and hand. The secret? Never use it for financial or attention seeking gain. I only write at the right times. I never put pressure on myself. I don't sell songs. I have wrote a song though for Kimmi's band. Anyway please don't hate these lyrics. I just found them laying around lol

And the winter nights became so clear I held on to my deepest fears. When the winter days became so near I reconstructed the chance in my head. I pushed so hard and I climbed so near. My heart was left with guilt and fear. The reasons I ran away from the night. Was to follow my hope and that star so bright. I'm writing this alone and cold. I'm writing this with so much hope. That everything will come so near. The only thing that I have to fear is losing my head and running from tears. Yes I pushed all away and spoke about me night and day. Yes I pushed so many people down I dependened on oxygen from my ground.

So this ones for the people I hurt, learn the truth and that's a must. I feel the pain of those winter nights so come ahead and judge me on plight. I will take my fears away and I will grow who seems to say. A shine of light will flick away, believe me when I say. I'm truer to my heart and truer to my mind. I've left my demands all behind. My past may react and that could be true. Let's play a game who's behind you? I will take a jab and leave a punch. I will use my cureage to end this rush. Because the way I treated you in the past.......it was a disgrace.... That will hang over and always last.