Goodbye old friend.

I want to take this moment right here right now, to say goodbye to a dear old friend, someone who truly gave me something i never had before, All my life i wanted a friend to love me for who i am, for what i stood for, and i had that, i want to say thank you to her, i want to let her know how much of an inspiration she was and still is to me, i want to thank her for her kindness through the months i knew her, i want to thank her for everything and wish her the luck of the world, i know she might be reading this right now, and maybe she isn't but, who knows? i will forever remember those last words you sent to me and use them to make you proud, i only hope i won't lose you forever, so thank you to you mademoiselle, thank you for putting up with my antics and giving me the joy of life, to know what it was like to have a bestfriend, i don't care what anyone may else say but i won't ever have a bestfriend like that ever again, i doubt it highly and would be reluctent if i did, you will always be in my heart, because you are still apart of me and will be forever, i am sorry that i let you down in the end, and i'm sorry you can't believe what i have told you, but one day you might see, one day, anyway, im going to wrap things up right here, i am truly happy for you, and respect your choice, i wish you all the luck in the world and i pray you have the strengh to carry on what you want from life, i will always be with you in spirit, thank you, thank you for giving me the privilige to know such a wonderful, respectable women like yourself, your an angel without the wings, you really are. goodbye.
love Steven