Saturday, 28 September 2013
Friday, 27 September 2013
Tattoo
Jordan is about to give me a tattoo
... Not too sure Incase it's done poorly or I regret it... What to do???
Tuesday, 24 September 2013
If you could look into a broken soul you would find
Neither hate or love or the capacity inside
And I'm getting sick and tired from all these lies inside my head
Brushing people off with the same cloth when inside I've bled
Leaving people for all my sins and trying to find a new life to begin
If you looked inside this soul you would see lies and truths that would make you bleed
Using my paint brush to paint people inside... There's only two colours black & white
I'm running away from what I have to face and the truth is it was too late
So I try to live in the moment never the past but inside I'm screaming how long will this last
I'm battling demons every night and day and even if I fall at least I can say
I tried to change the sins I have done but my lyrics are burning right through a cross and inside I try to look at god but god doesn't love me Infact hates me
It shakes me
I'm way too angry for my boots and the root of my problems lays within a trapt in a cold soul that's ready for hell but tell me as I'm waiting in this cell can I get one last call to the devil aswell?
I might not be perfect and my judgement is on the loose I'm fearing the worst and expecting the lows so tell me can I take my last bow to the crowd
I just want the truth to find me because I heard a story that the truth always finds you and who even knew if I had to be saved and who knew I had to be trapt
I'm not trying to complain about my problems I'm only using this as a way to get my feelings out and I'm so sick and tired of living each day to waste gotta get up and seeze the day I don't think I'm a rapper in any way I'm just hoping that one day these posts will impact on me and help me judge myself in a better way for the sake of light I'm burning inside and music is my drug and passions creeping above with the devil by there side I just gotta open my eyes
I've lost a few friends and in the end it's fate. Why didn't know one let me know I could have escaped sick and tired of feelings scars and wanna scream this engine up and fight the demons inside by gosh I just might but every star is bright and I'm hoping on a wish to see the demons In the cell and il burn the jail down
... I'm a pyromaniac and labelled others aswell try living in the past day by day but can't escape reality... Time can move back words and forwards didn't you know?
Neither hate or love or the capacity inside
And I'm getting sick and tired from all these lies inside my head
Brushing people off with the same cloth when inside I've bled
Leaving people for all my sins and trying to find a new life to begin
If you looked inside this soul you would see lies and truths that would make you bleed
Using my paint brush to paint people inside... There's only two colours black & white
I'm running away from what I have to face and the truth is it was too late
So I try to live in the moment never the past but inside I'm screaming how long will this last
I'm battling demons every night and day and even if I fall at least I can say
I tried to change the sins I have done but my lyrics are burning right through a cross and inside I try to look at god but god doesn't love me Infact hates me
It shakes me
I'm way too angry for my boots and the root of my problems lays within a trapt in a cold soul that's ready for hell but tell me as I'm waiting in this cell can I get one last call to the devil aswell?
I might not be perfect and my judgement is on the loose I'm fearing the worst and expecting the lows so tell me can I take my last bow to the crowd
I just want the truth to find me because I heard a story that the truth always finds you and who even knew if I had to be saved and who knew I had to be trapt
I'm not trying to complain about my problems I'm only using this as a way to get my feelings out and I'm so sick and tired of living each day to waste gotta get up and seeze the day I don't think I'm a rapper in any way I'm just hoping that one day these posts will impact on me and help me judge myself in a better way for the sake of light I'm burning inside and music is my drug and passions creeping above with the devil by there side I just gotta open my eyes
I've lost a few friends and in the end it's fate. Why didn't know one let me know I could have escaped sick and tired of feelings scars and wanna scream this engine up and fight the demons inside by gosh I just might but every star is bright and I'm hoping on a wish to see the demons In the cell and il burn the jail down
... I'm a pyromaniac and labelled others aswell try living in the past day by day but can't escape reality... Time can move back words and forwards didn't you know?
Saturday, 21 September 2013
Friday, 20 September 2013
The end of the world
Why does the sun go on shining?
Why does the sea rush to shore?
Don't they know it's the end of the world,
'Cause you don't love me any more?
Why do the birds go on singing?
Why do the stars glow above?
Don't they know it's the end of the world.
It ended when I lost your love.
I wake up in the morning and I wonder,
Why everything's the same as it was.
I can't understand. No, I can't understand,
How life goes on the way it does.
Why does my heart go on beating?
Why do these eyes of mine cry?
Don't they know it's the end of the world.
It ended when you said goodbye.
Why does my heart go on beating?
Why do these eyes of mine cry?
Don't they know it's the end of the world.
It ended when you said goodbye.
R.I.P Jack.
Kimmi's dog Jack died today. He was 14. She had him since he was four years old. So sad for her. But he is in doggy heaven now. He has his pace back and is kicking the shit out of rabbits. Best greyhound ever. R.I.P x
Wednesday, 18 September 2013
Thursday, 12 September 2013
Visiting my parents
Look at this...
My dad the hard working strong willed man... Told he would never work again.... Look what he built with his bare hands and a hammer and nails...
I'm so proud of you dad. Well done I love YOU
Saturday, 7 September 2013
Welcome mum!
My mums came over and she got me and Kimmi a great house warming present look!
I love it! We have just been showing her around Ayr. She loves the flat and has made herself feel right at home :)
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