Great day !

So today i went to town because i was bored, i baught t new tank tops and a iron fist v neck top:D

I also changed my eye colour to blue

here's a pic!

First time at uncle's

So tonight i went to my uncle's new house for the first time. It was nice, i really love his house ! it is so neat and tidy 0.o clean freeeak.

But every time i see him it is always the same and it's getting boring now

"Why the long hair, why the piercings, You look like a freak!"

it get's annoying....

I baught him muffins when he asked for beer... everyone loves muffins now :D

My mother annouced to my uncle and his boy friend that i have the biggest penis out of my two older brothers... which was horrorfing.. i just wanted to die

She told a story about me as a baby, tell me how her friend went to change me and said " LOOK AT HIS PENIS IT'S BIG!"

The creepy part my mum even asked me if it was big.... i just wanted to fucking die... is it bigger then 6? bigger then 7.... fuck my life

But a part from that it was nice to see him lol

i also got a new t shirt today and i took new pics
will post below...

BYE!

Good morning world

here have a picture

What i used to look like!

I entered this video into a contest and i won!

:/

I'm feeling very jealous right now:(

Fuck you lol

it's six in the fucken morning!

eating a pie and drinking my favourite drink irn bru, just got a lovely message from my amazing best friend sister Joanna.

Called Martina but my phone died (don't hate me LOL!)

This feels like a diary, but the whole world can see it if they want to... wow. is that bad?

i think later i'll post the lyrics i wrote yesterday, it's basically about me killing myself in my own disstructive way, and not being able to stop

oh yeah and i miss Martina.
and i wanna see Martina
and i miss Joanna
and i wanna see Joanna

Hmmm

you two come to Scotland, Joanna can have the couch, Martina and me will sleep in jacks bed;D
hahhaha kidden...

or am i...


WEIRD POST FTW

now im going to spy on joannas blog

muahahaha

MET TAL

NINI

Nazi! haha just kidding Sweetie

Everyone i want you to meet Nini She is a dear friend of mine, and she hails from Germany !
I met Nini a few years ago, we both spoke about Ronnie Radke, and we kinda liked eachother

But i randomally stopped talking and that died LOL

But then we spoke again and then met when she came to Edinburgh,

She is such a special person to me and i would do anything for her

She never shuts up about her honey, and that's a great thing, i hope to see her soon!

i love her so much and she is a great friend to me !

Thank You nini for being you <3

Shaking

I dunno why i'm updating this but.. im feeling like shit, im withdrawling from the pills ive got given. fuck my life i need to fall asleep to get these outa my bodie...:(

A little tiny bity about Me

I plan to write about me in this post, What kind of person i see myself, how i see life and how i see other's around me, maybe it'l make you see me for who i really am

I come from a city where tourists rome the streets in need for tartan packaged shortbread (joanna will like that part) and i live in a small surberb where men dress in addidas, nike tracksuit bottoms thinking they are black.

So when a kid walking down the streets in tight jeans and a band t shirt, it kinda ruins the reputation of the street where i stay in don't you think haha?

Just the other day i was playing Caught like a fly by Falling in reverse, one of them shouted "Steven, Steven Can you make that go any louder" .... I looked at him and said YEAH and turnt it up more......

I should have said can you get any fatter? but didn't... wankers....

I wouldn't say i am happy where i stay, far from it, my dream is to move away from Scotland, the uk in generel and move somewhere else... maybe sweden? it would be really nice, since Joanna and Martina are here :)

But let's get started, i would say i can't control my feelings sometimes, i try and do the right thing but some how don't and then get tempted in to hurting myself emotionally, that's fine i guess. but i just need to start thinking with a little bit more logic...

I have learned i do not need a relationship to be happy, i guess i just need that conection with someone, someone to talk shit to, someone to laugh with, and i have my best friend for that joanna and i have martina... who i like a little bit more as a friend, and yes im going to be honest, i do want something more with her, but want to meet her first...Martina if your reading, shut up, you know it's true.

Anyway. i would also say i hold grudges. i seem to pitty myself, no one else will haha?

But Martina said something to me yesterday really interesting, I said to her, my parents told me and admitted it when i was born they didn't love me for 1 year, because i was sick in hospital... And Martina said maybe thats why you need to feel loved, because i didn't have that as a baby

Sad yes, but i can understand where my parents where coming from, no one want's to bury theyre baby...

anyway this is a failed attempt at writing my about me huh haha?

i dunno, im just me i guess, im fucked up and hyper, and say whats on my mind, i trust few people a part from Joanna and maybe Martina... to an extent at least... but i trust Joanna with my life, sorry Martina.. im not over the whole Jayden thing lol

But yeah, people who read this know me and i guess already know who i am... no what picture to put on this blog ... hmmm oh yes this

my home made pasta LOL

The Drug in Me Is You!

HE LOOKS SO GOOD IN THIS VIDEO <3 i love it when he says "I've lost my FUCKING mind!"

Ronald Joseph Radke

I made this video from my Youtube.. ENJOY, he rocks, he is my hero, i love him:D<3

This song reminds me of her

If you are close to me, you know who i am talking about...
So it's no surprise i dedicate this song to her

I want to move on with my life without her, but i am.. but it's hard...
I guess i'm getting better with time...

For her.. it's a beautiful song, enjoy.

Joanna, attempt 2!

Joanna


Okay, so the first post i made about Joanna, it wasn't bad, but it wasn't good at all.. I felt and still feel i can do better and better and better !

Where to start with a crazy, loud, fun, caring, honest, true, loyal bitch like her?

Well you simply can't just start from anywhere, you have to dive in...

There is so much i can say about her, she's an amazing person in my life, she has certainly changed things for the better. She is the only person I properly trust, Scary huh? She mother's me a lot, looks after me and give's me great advice

But the special part of this friendship is, i also do the same, when she has a problem i try my best to help her, i always give her the best advice, because she is the best

It's weird, i've never really had a friend like her before, i've never just had a good honest friendship, yeah i find her very beautiful, and a very good person? but does that mean i wan't to get into her pants, no way joseeeee
that would be dirty incest, because she is my big sister <3

She has been through hardships, we all have, but Joanna i know you're reading this, keep on fighting, just like you said to me.. and keep your head held high

So what if you have people who dis respect you, they will burn in hell MUAHAHAHA

But please don't let the world get you dont hun

I love you big sister

Jag alska digggg<3

LALALALA~

Good morning worlddddddddddddddd

it's six am.. well kinda
and i'm up!!!

I had the weirdest dream ever, but i'm not saying it on here LOL
all i can say is, it was nice.. but sad at the same time lol... anyway

what to write about?

Joanna is so much better at writing blogs then i am:( hmm....

i have an itchy ass?

cool:)

 BYE

Ever had a song that you can relate to?

I'm the teacher:D

Right now I am helping Joanna and her little sister learn English, well Joanna is writing and i am putting the words her sister needs to use in a sentence, ... I am shit at English... LOL

Remember that time people added me?

LOL this is why can hardly accept people on Facebook, this was done in one week, i did not add one single person.


Crazy huh?

The most amazing thing someone has ever said to me.

Joanna - "I LIKE TO GET THE PENIS UP MY ASS"

Joanna

This is going to be my first post on a blog site, and i hope it won't be my last.

This first post will actually be about someone very special, My best friend Joanna, She is amazing and is always there for me when i need her ! i feel so lucky to have her in my life, and it's weird to say i love you to a friend and actually mean it and not wanting something more,

I've even said to her Hey i think your good looking, but to be honest i only see you as a friend. Why? because i just feel a coenction with this girl, i feel as if she will never judge me and i can be my crazy self !

She is abit crazy her self but in a good way, she is a fucken hard worker, and if you ever mess with her...

Yes that's right i'll tell her Boyfriend who trains in MMA and he will kick your ass ! i will... i'll just try and get some kicks to the head LOL

Love you Joanna, everyone check her blog out !

http://www.asiandog.blogspot.com/

PORNSTAR PICTURE!