Tomorrow.

So in bed now with Kim, and she was doing her work and I was doing mine... I have group tomorrow and I'm looking forward to it.. It's funny but two weeks ago at group there was a woman named (I'm not allowed to tell the names of anyone who goes to group, sorry it's the rules) and she was really nice and she would talk about her problems and how her girlfriend was supportive of her and she was just a nice person. And I felt so sad when she left. I wonder if anyone from group will feel sad when I leave?

It's funny I met someone from my past in town a few weeks ago.. And he was due to go to the group but had told me he refused... I tried encouraging him but he wasn't ready yet.. You need to be ready I guess. 

So on Friday another driving lesson, I almost crashed two weeks ago... I was really nervous.. So I'm going to be practising my meditation before hand, it starts at five pm so plenty of time. I guess since I was around school children in the street it didn't help. Shouting and screaming and oddly chucking chips at seagulls...

Then Saturday it's the final... Me and Kimmi will get the train to Glasgow... I was going to get a season ticket but £400 is a lot of money I would rather use it for driving lessons, I desperately want to drive. I have this dream of driving across Europe... Scotland first with the Highlands and Islands.... I really want to visit Orkney. They belonged to Norway, did you know that? Was given to Scotland as a present... They sound weird... They are very far from Scotland o think they are closer to stavenger which is Norway... Anyway I'm going to sleep now

I wanted to update my blog. Even though I doubt anyone reads if, I never check the stats don't know how to on my phone lol.

Bye for now

Fuckers