I have no idea what to write

This week has been pretty weird, i got drunk last night and had a massive hangover... i skyped with Joanna at like 5 am LOL i was panicing and called Martina at 3 am 0.o

I went to counselling and i got some good advice of Hayden, HI HAYDEN IF YOU'RE READING lol....

But yeah, life is life right now, i have no idea what to do.... I guess i should just live in the moment and not live in the past or future... like dogs... I love dogs :D!

I'm speaking to Martina right now...I guess i'm over thinking as usual... -_- i hate that...

I just wanna be happy... I am happy but i guess scared at the same time... hmm:/