Police helicopter crashes on a pub

Pub in Glasgow is in shock .. I was going to go to Glasgow today... Thank god I chose not too

Aye

Aye

Coffee!

Fuck it going for some coffee and going for a run! I bought running shoes the thee week!

House is cleaned looks much better just need to vaccum! But obviously can't cause of neighbours! I love this flat so big and nice looking! I'm really lucky here 

Can't sleep

I'm finding it really hard to sleep. I am tired, very tired infact. But I just can't sleep. 

I have so many questions in my head. 

Should I clean the house to get sleepy? Yeah il do it! 

Goal.

What is a goal. Like when a footballer scores a great goal? Nah a goal as in somthing to plan for. Something you want from life.

A goal can be anything. You can choose to better yourself or even make yourself worse. I have goals, a few actually.

Does that mean that I am not very happy with my life? Maybe, maybe not. Or maybe just maybe I want a goal to keep myself busy

I like asking questions. When I was young I didn't ask many questions. I just screamed and whatever I wanted I got.

But school I was very shy. Weird isn't it how even when I was in two different places I'd adapt a new personality

Why would I do that especially at a young age. Was it to shield people away or wear a mask to protect myself?

It's funny how a simple question can turn into so many. How your goal is to think about somthing, but I suddenly do this to the reader

You see my goal today was to to make you think. Therefore I reached my goal.

Mind fucked, you bet

Fuckers.

Father

So I found out my dad has started going to the gym. The radation therapy ate away his muscles... I'm so proud of him... Does he ever stop being so inspiring.?! I'm proud of you daddy!  <3 and seeing you happy lights my eyes up with anything is possible! You're my hero.

Christmas is paid for!

So last Christmas I could not afford presents. So I made a promise to myself. I promised me and Kimmi would get a jar as put our spare £1 & £2 coins in and the odd £10 and £5 note. One year on we managed to save £189.50!!!

Plus we have more money coming in!

I have bought Kimmi so many little presents!

And my mum and brothers! Even the neighbours down below and their kids presents!

I felt so worthless last year and I've made up for it!!

Merry Christmas everyone

Lol can opener...