Wednesday, 28 August 2013

Mocha coffee and money


Rest in peace

Rest in peace Grandad. I miss you everyday. Thank you for raising me <3

Monday, 26 August 2013

No Internet:(

So upstairs is where our Internet router is. And we have an engineer coming this Thursday to turn on our new homes telephone line... We were going to use the Internet upstairs but the electricity has ran out and I don't want to put money in it because new neighbours might get free electricity because of me so it's just good old fashion tv ....

Sunday, 25 August 2013

Rolling stone


Just let me go, I'm on my own, a rolling stone and I'm in the zone
Don't let me fall, just let me know when we'll make it through

I got that shit that you can't bump in your car
Steady lurkin' on my enemies to settle the score
I am never backin' down until the day that I die
And I don't give a fuck about no hater on my life

I am the best as what I do and I will always prevail
And overcome all obstacles while walkin' through hell
And if you gotta problem now's the time to speak up
Because I'm blowing up I'm never gonna stop

Just let me go, I'm on my own, a rolling stone and I'm in the zone
Don't let me fall just let me know when we'll make it through
No matter what the price may be, for clarity I'll make it home
Just let me go, I'm on my own, a rolling stone

I spit the fire and I'm killin' the track
Ambitious from how many knifes are stabbed in my back
And if you think you know me then you're probably wrong
I spill my heart and soul so lock and load and keep bringin' it on

I got an anger that runs deep in my blood
And I'm always stayin' true reppin the city I'm from
And if you gotta problem now's the time to speak up
Cause I'm blowing up, I'm never gonna stop

Just let me go, I'm on my own, a rolling stone and I'm in the zone
Don't let me fall, just let me know when we'll make it through
No matter what the price may be, for clarity I'll make it home
Just let me go, I'm on my own, a rolling stone

Don't get it twisted, ballistic, characteristics when I rip shit intricate
Visions of infinite wisdom empirical spiritual lyrical very cool synonyms
In layman's terms I am the best you must agree
I got that white boy swagger rappin' right down to a T
I got my hand up on the throttle holdin' up a broken bottle
Ready to cut you up and gut you like a fucking avocado
Desperado on the track in fact if I am gone tomorrow
Then my motto is no sorrow no apologies just karma
Don't get it twisted and delete me off your friends list
Stayin' busy tweeting hatred at me all up in my business
I'm getting kicks outta this shit like it was my sneakers
And the game fears me like a motherfucking wifebeater

Just let me go, on my own again, a rolling stone, I'm in the zone, yeah

Just let me go, I'm on my own, a rolling stone and I'm in the zone
Don't let me fall, just let me know when we'll make it through
No matter what the price may be, for clarity I'll make it home
Just let me go, I'm on my own, a rolling stone

Just let me go, I'm on my own, a rolling stone and I'm in the zone
Don't let me fall, just let me know when we'll make it through
No matter what the price may be, for clarity I'll make it home
Just let me go, I'm on my own, a rolling stone







What music means to me.

Everyone in the world says music saves them and music keeps them away from insanity. What does music mean to me? It allows me to express myself. I have so many thoughts going around in my head like a busy bee looking for some flowers to fertilise. Okay I could have gave a better example there. But that's the thing, I thought of sexy music right there and it made me smile. Music for me it can also make me happy, sad, angry and determined. I am careful when it comes to music and won't just listen to chart music because it has a good beat. But bands for me connect with me and its like they are singing it especially for me I just shut my eyes and focus on the lyrics or sometimes just the drums and guitar and that makes me appreciate music even more. Nobody is a bad lyricist. You could even write a song it's just like telling a story with rhyming words. I dare you to write a song next time you are feeling blue. Because I bet you it will make you just a little bit better. Because you heard your sorrow structured into sound. Good morning world. Time for a coffee.

Drifter.


As I'm thrown into an empty room, or should I say a box.
I try to turn around to leave but the door is slammed and locked.
So I sit here and I think about all the evil things I've done.
I lost where I was goin', 'cause I forgot where I came from.

I surrender,
Put my weapons down.
I can't remember,
What I'm doing in this town.
It's time for me to pack my bags,
I will always be alone.
The only thing I've ever known,
Is out there on the road.
I'm a drifter.
I'm a drifter.

Now every time I look straight into my father's eyes.
I see how hurt and broken down he is from all the times.
He had to watch the son he raised follow in his steps.
The only option that he ever had was to hope for the best

I surrender,
Put my weapons down.
I can't remember,
What I'm doing in this town.
It's time for me to pack my bags,
I will always be alone.
The only thing I've ever known,
Is out there on the road.

My faith is weak, my soul is bound.
This lonely road I travel down.
I scrape my feet, this jagged ground.
The cuts run deep into me now.
Mother oh, why aren't you here?
So young I was, you disappeared.
I know the truth is ugly, did you truly ever love me?

I surrender,
Curse my mother's soul.
I still miss her,
No matter where I go.
It's time for me to pack my bags, I will always be alone.
The only thing I've ever known, is a broken home.



Richard visiting

So my brother Richard will be coming here for six days. And he doesn't know about my new home. So it will be a nice Surprise for him. I will tell him I am still living Upstairs and when he sees that there is nothing theres will act like I was robbed like what me and Kimmi done to Robyn.. And she believed us lol. Then after richard is gone my mum will come visit and do the same to her lol. Right now I'm watching Netflix... Signing the lease tomorrow for this place so gotta get up early and do signings :) anyway going to bed night night