Crazy uncle Steve!

So happy!!

I'm an uncle!!!

Hello baby perry!

We haven't been told the sex of the baby because we are to wait until we meet him or her, I think the baby's a boy!

Very happy for Andrew and Kirsty!

A healthy 6.1 baby! 

What a year.

What a year this has been, my dad getting the all clear for cancer, getting jack in my house, realising my dream job, getting ready to move to a nice home with a garden, making amends with Andrew and a niece or nephew to meet on Friday. 

This year hasn't been all good, gotta admit we were upset leaving downstairs. Losing scottish indepdence,, arguments, fall outs, losing friends and making new friends. 

It tells you life isn't perfect. But what is, I'm not and never will be. For example i try to update as much as possible, but due to laziness and insomnia and my busy schedual I can't.

Next year will be even better, because I will pfficaely start my exams in dog training. Me and Kim will live in a new house with stairs and a garden... We will try to be near Edinburgh family to be a great uncle to my niece or nephew...

I've seen my favourite football team relagated, felt my heart breaking in my chest with some situations, felt let down and kicked. But here I am..

I've had the confidence to figuire out what I wanted to do. I chose not to be rain washed by media into not voting for scottish indepdence. I stood up for someone who was innocent and no one believed them...

I won money on gambling and even taught jack how to stand on his bag legs.

I learned dogs are NOT dominant and have as much simularirys with wolves as we do with chimps....

I'm hopeful of a better year. I'm excited for another January. I'm going to e the best dog trainer in Scotland. And no one can stop me. I've got my confidence back and it's never leaving morherfuckers. So if anyone stands in my way il head butt them glasgow style and stand tall

My favourite quote of the year

"My heart may be heavy but my conscince is clear. I tried to free Scotland, I showed no fear"

If you want to know how I feel right now I feel like Bruce from the film "filth" set in Edinburgh by the way...( http://youtu.be/vbPdQmi3s0M ) I'm high on adrenaline and excited for friday!!!

And one day I will have a child of my own, and I will give it a warm house and a loving puppy and I will pass on my legacy and experiences. I will survive and I am worth enough to be loved.

I'm insane and wear my heart on my sleeve and I will pour my feelings into my hands and won't be scared to take the risk. I will stand up for those who canny fight. I will be a good person. I love myself. Am I vain? Possibly. But if I don't love me, then how am i deserving of love from others.

Goodbye you wonderful people

I've chosen life

Merry Christmas and a happy new year

FUCKERS.

I'm so happy 'cause today

I've found my friends ...

They're in my head

I'm so ugly, but that's okay, 'cause so are you ...

We've broken our mirrors 

Sunday morning is everyday for all I care ...

And I'm not scared

Light my candles, in a daze

'Cause I've found god...

We won't go away.

As i said before, this won't go away.

Scottish Indepdence

Since the 18th of September, I have been thinking, why did my country allow it's chance of freedom to be taken away? was it rigged? probably, now that seems far fetched but let's face the facts, there are numbers of videos on YouTube about vote rigging and proof of people writing on ballot papers. ..

But then I began to think what if we were just scared? Scared to go it alone. we probably were, but You know what? I am the 45% the 45% of people in Scotland to have voted yes to Scottish independence, I have no guilt, i have no fear. I voted to free a country, to free poorness in Scotland to help the children and old people of Scotland, the disabled and the hard working. I voted not for my own intentions, or wishes but for my nephew/niece, for my daughter/son. for a chance to become a fair well runned country.

Then i started to think, what does Scottish Independence mean to the people of Scotland?

I started hunting through blogs and videos, and found something Special, If you are reading this right now, I urge you to watch this video, you may not understand the pictures at the start, but please listen to the lyrics, it's not a Rock or metal song, nothing like that, it is sung by Paulo Nutini.

45% is a big number, and we won't simply go away, we will NOT be hushed. and once we get there, we will remember those who were against it and do nothing, because this is not a mission of hate nor anger, this is a mission of peace. To those who voted no, Enjoy your Christmas with your new Ipads and TV's I will be spending it with my family who can barely afford a Christmas dinner.

Enjoy and comment

Saor Alba.

Going to Edinburgh early..

So we are going to edinburgh early, very early, baby Perry was due on the 19th but they have had problems turning the baby the right way, so we are going to try and get there on the 11th for the baby to be born on the 12th. I'm praying for a nice safe c section for my sister in law. I can't wait to meet you baby Perry. I hope I will be a good uncle to you, I'll be the uncle I never had to you<3 bye for now blogger.