On our way to the shows

Me and Kimmi are away to Irvine to go on the rides. I'm scared but excited ... Yay!

Really want tattoos

But not sure what to get. Scared people will think its stupid or if I regret it okay take away regret. It will be special to me but just scared in case it looks silly:( I was looking to get something Asian/Mayan.. There designs are always cool!

Watching a horror

Watching all the horror movies on Netflix... Starting with the tattooist!

Kim has ran out the room she doesn't like horrors :(

Wow that was.. Bad timing to take a photo hahaha!

Guess what?

"I can't believe I'm standing here at all, I can't believe I made it this far I'm away with a smile on my face to the top and I'm not falling off"

I'm truly smiling:)

I'm really happy

Announcement on Steven Gordon Perry.

I have an announcement to make. I wanted to make a video about this.

But I feel that I can express myself with words written rather then them being spoken.

I have made a new step in my life and want the people who read this blog. Know. First of all I am inviting you into my life when I write a blog. A window so to speak. 

Living with your girlfriend or boyfriend opens your eyes how the world really works. It opens your eyes to opertunitys and new goals. Goal 1 has been done. I got a flat and lived within my means. Did not over spend and did not ask for a penny of anybody. Including my family and friends. And stood on my own two feet. Ever since I met Kimberley my girlfriend she helped me go from a boy to a man.

I am proud to say that I have bought everything in my flat. I have saved and saved my hard earned monies to get everything you see from the following photos. It has been hard not getting mummy and daddy to wipe my arse and pay for the stuff I want/wanted. Unlike some assholes who stay around Ayr and have cars from mum and dad.

My dad has and will always have cancer. Is he on the mend? You better believe it. Seeing your hero go from super strong superman. To basically a skeleton is hard. Seeing him getting feed through his stomach is hard too but not having my best friend Joanna to talk to is harder. I have Kimmi who I love. And helped me a lot but my bestie has cared and still does I hope I know you might be reading this and I am grateful. But this isn't a bitch at you. This is a thank you you gave me so much more then a friendship. you made me find out something about myself which i will tell you privately when you want to know one day and thank you  you  for giving me that kick up the ass I needed in order to progress and succeed in life. I carry your wisdom and spirit with me everywhere and hope one day we can chat one day. But for now I will stick with what you wanted and respect your privacy as a human being an stand back and look on with pride. Pride at how you have found such an inspiring person and how you can hold down two jobs at once. Yeah that's my best friend. A grafter. Someone who could sit on their arse and claim benefits and get free money. My dad could have done that. Did he? No. He focused on getting better and he has been lifting weights to get his strength back and I even helped him build a shed. We had a true father son moment and I was honoured to help him. This post is for everyone that loves me. Not just an amazing girlfriend or an ex or some crazy bitch following me everyday (believe me I've had that before) but for everyone who loves, loved me for me... I hope I have made you proud. I make £960 a month, rent is £580 a month. Gas, electricity is £40. And food is £100. The rest ? I make sure I pay on the 12th of every month £100 a month to my mum and dad. My dad is working again but he makes £280 a month and my mother is on half wages . You see when you leave your family and move to the other side of the country the love and response ability are still with you. That is why I carry Joanna's philosophy of life and my fathers pride with me. And my mother? I take her manners. I will never let my family struggle and I will never take from those who have nothing and if I want something I make sure I get it. I make sure I have food on the table and Heat in the heaters. I guess the old me was someone that hated people for no reasons and acted on impulses. I'm still the old crazy Stevie. But grew up. I got my backup plan:)... Yep. And my next goal? You'll all see that in a few months. 

So my announcement is I have moved away with Kimmi. Not too far.. Downstairs. Bigger house. Bigger everything.... I did it for you all I told you I would make you all proud. Thanks for reading.

Did I mention I have a pool table lol?

Lmao

Bye friendship!

Heartbroken, gutted & maybe a little bit mad.

Someone very special to me once said "you'll never find a friend as good as me, because they will not like you for who you really are" I know you'd might be reading this. So thank you for telling me this. You have just been proven correct

I'm just numb to be honest and to the person who betrayed me? Why? I let you in my life. I told you how I thought you were a good friend. I just wanted one little friend. Just one? I don't want friends at the moment because it hurts when they either do what you have done  or I ruin the friendship...

I never thought you would betray me... I guess this is how the other person felt when I betrayed them... When I took there trust and a bit of their heart and shat on it... To the other person reading this I'm sorry once again... I was and still am a foolish man.. With his head up his arse always expecting too much from people and especially from you. I'm sorry for lieing... This is karma isnt it? :(

I'm just upset it will heal... To the ex friend who betrayed me ; thanks

To the person I hurt ; I'm a fuckup I know but I still am trying to make you proud and there's not a day I think of you and I am god honestly so proud at the life you are building with a gentleman.

Oh yeah in other news there's going to be a video in here soon stay tuned