Hello everybody, once again i want to apologise for my lack of use of Blogger, don't hurt me blogger people, i just have been really busy
Okay so first thing is first, i am going to be going to my brothers wedding in June, I know in previous blogposts i said i wasn;t going but not going would not be the right thing, as much as it pains me to say it isn't the right thing, you only get one chance in life to do what is right, i thought to myself, if i don't go it will make my parents sad, and everyone around me will wonder where i am and think bad things about my family. Yes i have issues with my brother but i will try and put them to one side to try and do what is right for him and the family. Plus the fags are cheap and its sunny as hell, nah kidden, funny joke huh?
Lately i've been busy as a mother fucking gypseys dog with two cocks. no really i have been busy
This is the case i seem to be in
I did not get into stow college because i do not have the right grades for the course i wanted to do (Sound Production) so i applyed to stow for a like the first grade lader of Acting. Then last night i applyed for other course's and other colleges, Langside college, Motherwell college, even Adam Smith college in Kircody (a town just outside Edinburgh,) i thought i would take a few print screens, to show you how it works here
So I have applyed for acting, Music (including song writing) ( i may even have to sing)
I'm just sick of going no where in life, and you might think it is harsh to say that about yourself
but its true i am going no where in life, and the people around you should notmake excuse's for you, saying stuff like that, you hould be determand to get what you fucking want, and i am i am by far i am fucking determand, i want to go to college get my own place and just focus on college, i am not out there to make friends, if i bump into anyone i will be nice and friendly i will be a friend if i get the chance, but my main priority is to build a fucking future for myself
Even though i have been hit with two big blows this week, i won't let it get me down,
its just a minor set back and by god am i going to try my fucking hardest to make my dreams come true
yeah one day i want the wife, i want the kids, i want the fucking big telelvision in the amazing house with a serbian husky( my favouirte dog) i want to make my parents proud and rub my achievements in the face's of people who continue to bad mouth me for no reason at all simply because i have made a few wrong choice's in my life, well you know what i am making a write choice. i simply didn't pick these course's because it was the easiest thing to pick, i pick them because i have a passion, acting being someone else, relating to a past or telling a story, writing music, singing, learning about the history of music, is something i am keen on
I have my photoshoot on the 4th of june coming up
which reminds me i gotta get hairdye
in other news i got a smashing new haircut.
anyway im going to make dinner, it won't make it itself will it;)
here's my new haircut
bye everyone
