Not Good Enough For Truth In Cliché - Escape The Fate

I don't know what it is about this song, the lyrics, the melody, the drumming, i really do not know what it is, the way his voice grabs you in and makes you want to listen, it just blow's my mind. The song has been out for Four years now and is still my most played on itunes , (1333 times)

I am madly in love with the song, it is just so beautiful, and to be quite honest, it's the song that inspired me to write, before my writings i never took it seriously, i never even knew i had a gift... i thought oh isn't that normal? lol but the way he sings and the way the song is it makes me want to write so much more, and isn't that a great thing?

How i can relate to music through pictures and lyrics ...

Oh, I hate to be the one to bear the bad news Yes, it is true I finally fell in love

 I fell so hard that I'm killing myself Yes, I need out Out of this grave that I've dug And all the friends that I have gone through And how much I deserve the pain It's a shame

 So hold your head Hold it up high Here's to the friends that were alibis Keep this close by your side When I come home we will have our night 

Oh, they always told me I was gorgeous in a way And that fateful day I found who I was So fill this hole with my prescriptions I just keep feeding my addictions

 And all the friends that I have gone through And how much I deserve the pain It's a shame So hold your head Hold it up high Here's to the friends that were alibis Keep this close by your side When I come home we will have our night We will have our night

You were the ones that stood by my side, whoa And I was the one that fought all of your fights

Go! (Hold your head, hold it up high) Whoa (Keep this close by your side) Whoa So hold your head

Hold it high Here's to the friends that were alibis Keep this close by your side When I come home we will have our night Hold your head Hold it up high Here's to the friends that were alibis Keep this close by your side When I come home we will have our night Hold your head Hold it up high Here's to the friends that were alibis Keep this close by your side When I come home we will have our night We will have our night <3333

I miss her too ...

I miss Martina, but in a different way... I miss being able to hold, kiss and touch her, i hate this long distanced shit lol

I just wish i would be able to hold her:/ it kills me, and i count the days untill we can meet again and everything can be okay, because im kinda in my own personal hell right now without her....

But i will wait, because someone once told me, you gotta go through hell before you get your heaven

when i come home we will have our night baby<3

i love you <3

WHEN I COME HOME WE WILL HAVE OUR NIGHT ! <3

I need you how like i need air, i'll suffocate myself in self pity until i can hold you in my arms once more

And when the time comes and everything has done....

We will finally see what our future has become

Sp<3Mt

<3

Attention, Attention everyone, i have a couple of things i would like to get off my chest! HAHA

Okay, i'm not going to lie or sugar coat anything here, i seriously mean the words i am talking about here

I miss my friend, a good friend, who is like a sister to me, my soul mate, you See Joanna has been very busy at work and she is going through a lot right now (which im not prepaird to say) at first i thought okay, itl be a short time i can handle it

But i can't i miss her every day, i just hope she is doing fine, and i want what is best for her, she is one of the bestest people in my life and i need her, so if you are reading this know i love you with all my heart, and will wait for you to get back to your normal routine and wait for you to feel better

i will wait for a long time for you

<3

Just know i miss your crazed antics and think of you every day even if it makes me cry lol

love you sweetie <3

Ps the waiting forever song, i don't want Joanna in my arms XD not in that way, im just focusing on the main lyrics, i will wait forever... and i will because she is my best friend nothing more, nothing less, <3

I liked this video !

Hello Joe !

Christmas Tree

So this post will be a kinda diary thing i have going, like my previous posts, i will be spilling out on what is on my mind, Martina told me to do so and so did Joanna a long time ago so let's go shall we?

The other day I was speaking to Mother, and i said to her, You know it's weird, She said what is? I said " The christmas tree isn't where it is normally, and hardly and decorations", she said, well you' are all grown up now you don't need it.

I thought to myself, wow, she is right, i am all grown up, Time has gone way so fast, i still feel like i'm a 15 yr old kid at times, You know... And everything is going so fast at times and it's like forcing me to do things i really don't want to do, because i feel like i am not ready

In my life right now from an out siders view i pretty much have the perfect life, a beautiful loving Girlfriend

A bestfriend who would die for me

oh and a dog, lol

But seriously, where has the time gone all of a sudden? it's funny

When you were Younger you would hear people saying, oh when you're my age you're going to wish you were 14 again, and i never really believed them

now i do, i kinda wish i could go back and do things differently,

this is what gives me determinattion to do well sometimes

to try and think in the future... what would the 57 yr old Stevie say to the 20/21 year old Stevie

FUCK EVERYTHING THAT MOVES

haha only kidden lol

anyway, christmas is coming soon, so i want this christmas to be special

I want to spend it with family, then after that go back to Sweden to see my beautiful girlfriend and her dog :D

DOG

lol

thanks for reading, more updates soon
-Stevie