Just out

Just finished my appointment: went well. Back on the 14th. Really hard to talk about certain things. And it's scary: been up all night was so frightened. Need a sleep lol. 

Hmm..

Funny how when you are on a tire swing and the rope snaps. You can't play on it anymore. But the person on it was ignoring you when you asked him to hang out on the spiny fucking thing (forgot what it's called) but as soon as his tire swing breaks (up with his girlfriend) he wants to talk and hang out!! I won't be used in that way. Fuck him. This is why I prefer dogs to people. -_-. Happy fucking Monday people. Not slept. Have an appointment. Worried, scared, anxious. I hate appointments. Happy Saint Andrews day. Scotland is the best country in the world for whisky (spelt with no fucking e) and haggis. And TVs and phones, and rubber for the tired and penicillin. What else did we invent? Football, golf... Britain..... Ew.

Bye

Fuckers!

Alba gu bràth.

Scottish Comedy.

So this post won't be in Scots, but I just wanted you guys to know that one of my favourite TV shows is available on the British and American Netflix. The program is called Still Game. It's very popular in Scotland and I mean very popular. It's about the lives of two old men and they are bad asses! It shows you Scotland. So if your interested give it a go. You'll laugh I promise lol

I'm watching it right now!

Haha

Seriously give it ago! 

Fuckers.

Waiting for a bus and random thoughts.

Just waiting for a bus right now. Been at the dentist. Went pretty well:)

Actually i have been waiting 12 weeks for my provisional driving license. Basically a license to allow me to start driving lessons. You see as I have said I want to become a dog trainer. I want to work one to one with people and need my own car to drive to clients.. But anyway basically it's against the law not to mention medical problems so they are asking my doctor if I'm okay to drive.. Which I am. I think... Lol. 

Also I done the budgeting yesterday for Christmas and birthdays. It's Mila's birthday on the 12th of December. I don't know what to get her. I wanted to get her a mini mouse bedframe but can't because she will need a special bed due to her medical problems. So anything with mini mouse. I've decided I want to always get her a mini mouse thing. I visited before moving to Dalkeith and got her a mini mouse teddy and she loved it. Then we have Kim's brothers birthday on the 26th. Then my dads on Hogmanay. And then there's Christmas presents for all... Basically we have the money but it's so hard to think of Christmas presents. I got Kim an early present a little pink laptop which she loved and she got me Fifa lol

I will make an appointment with the doctor about my foot. It really hurts and I don't even know what I done to it. I think it's nerve damage... 

Oh! Oh! Also I have been doing movember! Not shaving for a whole month and I fucking hate it. I actually started mid October lol ! It's itchy and annoying Kim hates it too xD I can't wait to shave in December. Also I've been watching old British comedy's. If you have time watch the comedy Harry Enfield and chums. It was my favourite as a wee laddie 

By the way my next blog post will be in scots. Fuck the English language! 

Gonna go now

Bye!

My bus came !

Fuckers.

Have you ever been so scared...

Hey guys long time no talk. So where have I been? No where idiot I've just been too lazy to update. I've also had the cold for around two weeks now... Also i think I have damaged nerves in my foot because I can't seem to put any weight on it or move it for four days now.. Anyway. 

Boy do I have a story for you guys. About two nights ago I was terrified. It was three in the morning. I was in bed with Kimmi. We couldn't sleep. I'm spooning Kim. And I laugh and say haha look. There's a shadow on the wall and it looks like a skull... But then the light blinked about three times. I thought well the window from our bedroom shows an alleyway. And there are lights there maybe they are broke. I get up to check and I can see the roof opesit us.. The roof opesit us is the roof of the Royal bank of Scotland. Yes a bank. So.. I look outside my window. ... I appear to see a bald old man crouching on his knees. Shining a torch into our bedroom window..:. I quickly duck, get my phone while hiding to make sure he doesn't see me on the phone I tell Kimmi to stay down. She thought it was an old man trying to commit suicide... She saw a man jump from a crane in Glasgow at night once..: she didn't understand since I was so frantic.. I called the police told them what happened.. Ten minutes gone I get no call back... So we call the police again. The police operator told us they had snifer dogs on the scene and it was workmen. Eh?! Workmen at three in the morning Why were they shineing a torch in my window ?! I acted calmly and just called the police straight away. This is why you need a dog in your home... And that's my two cents.

Have you got a scary story? Leave a comment

Fuckers.

Well that's unexpected.

Hmm. I don't know how to say this and honestly? I don't want to.. So I'm not going to. I don't have to say anything I don't want too... But holy holy HOLY mother fucking shite baws. 

I'm in disgust, utter disgust. I really am ashamed. Not angry just shame. I can't actually believe this is happening... 

We tried talking to you one to one last year, remember? You said it was the best idea! You said that you agreed? And then this happens.. 

This is going to happen for such all the wrong fucking reasons, not the reasons that it's meant to happen. The worst thing is, you take no responsibility for it. You just go living your life like normal now, bossed around... A very special person said to me once "everything has a consequence, everything and there is no point lieing, because the truth will always come out in the end" 

This blog post is aimed at someone, but they don't have blogger, so I'm using this to rant... But seriously this is NOT a joke. I am deeply ashamed and hurt at what these people have done. Why? Because it's the principle and like I've just said the consequences... Holy fucking shite!!!!!

Even Kim is angered! I need to go to sleep now, I have an appointment at the doctors ... I have an assessment for DBT. Diletical behaviour therapy.. Funny I was waiting almost two years for it in Ayr. In Dalkeith they offer me it straight away..

Well good night blogger. Thanks for letting me use you as a punching bag... 

Fuckers.

Ps I know it is fucking creepy as hell. But I took this photo of a random couple on the bus because I thought it looked lovely, true love lol

Bye!!

Fuckers!