Edinburgh with Kimmi for my birthday.

So we haven't slept all night, been preparing stuff for Edinburgh, normally i would be annoyed having to take a bus to Glasgow then a bus Edinburgh or a train to Glasgow from Ayr then from Glasgow to Edinburgh, but that has all changed. There is a Direct Train to Edinburgh!!!!! thank FUCK! so we will be getting the train at 12:37! then should be in edinburgh at 14:35!

Last month i bought this for baby Perry.

It comes with gloves and a little Hat :)

So looking forward to December..

Also got to do a lot of stuff on Wednesday regarding stuff....

I can't say anymore then that:)

Anyway I also got up because i got to get to the E Cig shop and get more E-liquid. which reminds me

On twitter an e liquid company started following me and i asked if i could review some liquid, they sent me out some (non nicotine) it wasn't my thing but Kimmi loves the flavours!

Also lately I have been watching Gavin and Stacey on Netflix and the Inbetweeners on Netflix, I love the inbetweeners more though LOL

If you want laughs go watch the inbetweeners! or if thats not your thing Gavin and Stacey will be!

It's a lovely day in Ayr, but bring on dún édeann!!!!

Bye for now,







FUCKERS <3

Cherish what you have got.

I was going to write paragraphs of how I have learned new things and values

But.........

The fact is, I just love my Dad, all I want for my birthdays and Christmas's is him to have full health and happiness. I don't want money or clothes or games or iPads. I just want him to be happy.

He has made a lot of progress. He has put on weight, he can speak more clear. He builds sheds and does some plumbing work. 

My dads my inspiration. And I just want him to be happy. He would do anything for me and I with him....

I can't wait to see him and others in Edinburgh soon!!

Please never take a family member for granted or a close friend, never, never, never! 

I still remember and I tear up everytime I think about when Kimmi told me.. My face chalk white, running out the house to his house at 2/3 AM, breaking down outside, crying in kimmis arms all night. I I just wanted it to be a dream. I wanted the world to end and die to be perfectly honest. A little part of me died that day. Which I can never get back. It was infact my selfishness and ungratefulness towards my dad... Mum... God, Kimmi saved my ass, she really did. I really don't know where I would have been without her. Also words from a good friend (you know who you are :-) ) 

All I have to say is 

Thank you dad, I love you.

23 on the first....

July first I will be 23 and you know what? I don't actually care about my birthday. I genuinely do not want anything. Not from Kimmi or my brothers or parents.

I'm glad with what I have in my life. A wonderful Girlfriend. My family, my home. My pets:) the people I have met in Ayr...

I didn't want this to be a cheesey blog so I will make another post straight after this...

To be continued

Raised by wolves.

I was lost now I'm found

I'm sustained by the sound

Of the angels singing me to sleep

While my feet are leaving the ground

Am I dead? Or am I dreaming instead? 

A cornucopia of opiates have flooded my head

I'm insane, I am smart

All it takes, is a spark, to ignite my bad intentions 

And do what I do best to your heart

Don't be fooled, I was raised by the wolves

Now the moon hangs in full, so you know I won't 

Play by the rules

I will never spill

Spill my blood for you 

You have let me down 

One too many times

Someway, somehow, we've fallen out

Caught in between my enemies

No way not now, I won't back down

I draw the line at you and me

You're what I started, now disregarded

One day they'll see, it was always me

Due to mistakes, I have made to the state

I am trapped inside a Dillinger

Diligently thinking of ways to get out of this god awful place

I have learned that my fate is something I can't escape so

Sound the alarm, what I've said from the start

Is I'll never let your system break me down or tear me apart

Don't be fooled, I was raised by the wolves

Now the moon hangs in full, so you know I won't

Play by the rules

I will never spill

Spill my blood for you 

You have let me down 

One too many times

Someway, somehow, we've fallen out

Caught in between my enemies

No way not now, I won't back down

I draw the line at you and me

You're what I started, now disregarded

One day they'll see, it was always me

Oh, this is the end of you

This is where I draw the line

And I won't lose

This war is mine

Oh!

Spill my blood for you

One too many times

Someway, somehow, we've fallen out

Caught in between my enemies

No way not now, I won't back down

I draw the line at you and me

You're what I started, now disregarded

One day they'll see, it was always me

One day they'll see

It was always me

It was always me

My North Korea obsession

So for the past 2 months I have been obsessed with North Korea. But before people think I am a crazy moron who wants to run away from my native Scotland with my kilt and sign up for the North Korean army I better say the following.

I in no way support the North Korean government and actually despise this government and dictatorship with an utter passion. And this post is going to be some facts and why the North Korean people have inspired me to raise awareness on their situation.

Picture the following, it's 4 A.M you are a young boy or girl and you have just awoken from your 3 hours of sleep, you're in an over crowed room with people starving next to you who have not are in weeks, I mean weeks, you however are last night, a peice of corn from cow dung you faught for against other kids. You cleaned it in water after punching and attacking other kids and just ate it!

You don't know why you are in this camp and not even allowed to ask why, because if you ask why you are shot or tortoured on the spot. But it turns out you great grand father is an enemy of the state for well the simplest reason, maybe he didn't bow in time to the "leader" or maybe he forgot a line in a song for the "leader" 

I want to see online or in the papers that Korea will be unite, but under the conditions that the people will get the basic human rights they deserve. People actually say that Africa is bad and we should focus on them, I agree ! However I must state that North Korea should be a priority! Foreign aid workers are not even allowed in the country. And anyone who speaks out or runs away and gets caught are sent to a camp. And there families are punished through three generations.

The capital Pyongyang has the kind of 1970s Moscow look, but a little bit modern with the high buildings. You are not allowed to drive a car unless you are a party member or have special permission it's a ghost town most days and when it's not its filled with people hired by the government to act as normal as possible so when the tourists visit they think everything is normal.. 

One of the documentrys I watched on Netflix the us version on my xbox ( I use a special code for the DNS on my xbox to get the American one because British one sucks ass) there was a doctor helping people see again by operating on them and when they could see again they would get up and praise the "great leader" and I'm just shocked how people can be so brainwashed into thinking this guy is a god.... 

But you know what, it's not brainwashing.. Well maybe a little but I just think it is fear it has to be right?

Honestly I advise anyone who is reading this, go to youtube type in " North Korea, vice" click the first video "inside North Korea (1/3)" and give this a look. It's unbelievable !

I just feel so bad for the North Koreans I really do, I just wish I could do somthing. I just pray to god they find there safe haven soon....

God bless the PEOPLE of North Korea.

Kim il song... You're a cunt.

My Saturday night lol

This is my saturday night haha yep dogs 101 on a big playlist !

M and D's

Today me Kimmi, Sam & Kevin went to m and D's it's Scotland's only theme park! We went on so many rides and played Mini golf!

I came second, Kevin came first, sam came third and Kimmi came last LOL!

After we went to Ayr beach and me and Kevin buried Kimmi haha! 

Had such a great day! Here are some of the photos!!

Ps mum and dad are back from Malta! They had an amazing time! 

Going through to Edinburgh for my birthday on July first.

23! Omg :D 

Bye!!!

My promise to you little one ...

Now for my walk.. Haha bye

A few pictures I had lieing around

Here is a few life experiaces I've had when I've not been up dating on here :)

RIP

Never forget, hero...

Good morning blogger.

I just wanted to make a quick update before I go for my morning walk at the beach. I am posting my new twitter on here to anyone that would like to follow or just lurk to be honest. I'm not on here as much because well i get lazy lol. So if you want to follow or lurk my details are

Www.twitter.com/SGP_91

Moving.

So the previous neighbours moved out....

and we have decided we shall move back upstairs..

Where to begin, well we love it where we are the now, it's a really big house, it's beautiful and just well beautiful really.

But we are moving because our landlord came to us and asked us if they could stay where we are instead, they offered us reduced rent ( a very good, good price) and re painted, and anything we wanted.

I've requested a new freezer, new wardrobes and tv on the walls in the lounge and bedroom.

We are sad but we know the age of our landlord and her wife it makes more sense to do this.

It is sad but it's the right thing to do, they have been so good to Kimmi and Myself,

We will be saving a lot of money too ! the price we are paying a month for this place is £580 it is meant to be £625, I'm not going to go into details how much the flat we are moving into is but trust me it's a lot of savings and well cheaper to run and quicker to clean and tidy.

It's a experiance and we are looking forward to it, we officaelly move on July 1st (my birthday) and can't wait


My parents also are in Malta, they've left today for one week, So we are really happy about that:) hope you're having fun Mum and Dad <3

New haircut!

So my hair has been a mess for way too long, i couldn't really be fucked doing anything with it, tieing it back in a pony tale... all the time...

Kimmi's been bugging me to get a haircut and to be honest it was a pain so voilá !

new hair:)

Announced

It's been 12 weeks and my brother and sister in law have announced they are expecting a little angel in December, December 19th to be exact. I bought him/her some clothes! So expensive!! But worth it!!! I'm going to be the best uncle ever :) <3