Kick ass song.

College, Doing what is right & having a backup plan.

Hello everybody, once again i want to apologise for my lack of use of Blogger, don't hurt me blogger people, i just have been really busy

Okay so first thing is first, i am going to be going to my brothers wedding in June, I know in previous blogposts i said i wasn;t going but not going would not be the right thing, as much as it pains me to say it isn't the right thing, you only get one chance in life to do what is right, i thought to myself, if i don't go it will make my parents sad, and everyone around me will wonder where i am and think bad things about my family. Yes i have issues with my brother but i will try and put them to one side to try and do what is right for him and the family. Plus the fags are cheap and its sunny as hell, nah kidden, funny joke huh?

Lately i've been busy as a mother fucking gypseys dog with two cocks. no really i have been busy
 This is the case i seem to be in

I did not get into stow college because i do not have the right grades for the course i wanted to do (Sound Production) so i applyed to stow for a like the first grade lader of Acting. Then last night i applyed for other course's and other colleges, Langside college, Motherwell college, even Adam Smith college in Kircody (a town just outside Edinburgh,) i thought i would take a few print screens, to show you how it works here

So I have applyed for acting, Music (including song writing) ( i may even have to sing)

I'm just sick of going no where in life, and you might think it is harsh to say that about yourself

but its true i am going no where in life, and the people around you should notmake excuse's for you, saying stuff like that, you hould be determand to get what you fucking want, and i am i am by far i am fucking determand, i want to go to college get my own place and just focus on college, i am not out there to make friends, if i bump into anyone i will be nice and friendly i will be a friend if i get the chance, but my main priority is to build a fucking future for myself

Even though i have been hit with two big blows this week, i won't let it get me down, 

its just a minor set back and by god am i going to try my fucking hardest to make my dreams come true

yeah one day i want the wife, i want the kids, i want the fucking big telelvision in the amazing house with a serbian husky( my favouirte dog) i want to make my parents proud and rub my achievements in the face's of people who continue to bad mouth me for no reason at all simply because i have made a few wrong choice's in my life, well you know what i am making a write choice. i simply didn't pick these course's because it was the easiest thing to pick, i pick them because i have a passion, acting being someone else, relating to a past or telling a story, writing music, singing, learning about the history of music, is something i am keen on

I have my photoshoot on the 4th of june coming up

which reminds me i gotta get hairdye

in other news i got a smashing new haircut. 

anyway im going to make dinner, it won't make it itself will it;)

here's my new haircut

bye everyone

updation

Before you read this blogpost, you must play this song

while reading, it will add to the creative-ness of this blogpost.

enjoy.

Okay so now i have a nice little song (i tried to get only instrumental's) but there are not any good covers:/

anyway, i thought i would update on Stevie,

How have you been? I don't normally talk to you guys unless i'm wasted lol

this week has been nice,  the wheather was actually really nice, spoke to some old friends

and kept in touch with old ones. 

I defended my friends  honour :)

i shouted at people lol

i won money 

i lost money 

and agree'd on a photoshoot

i've been there for friends to help them when they've been down

and i've actually got things sorted out

my good friends will know i've been waiting for 5/6 months to go to a certain place

and they gave me good news. well kind of, so i am on my way to getting it sorted.

i got dreadlocks in my hair aswell lmao

CRACK ADDICT HAHAHA

Dear caught in the headlights face haha

gosh i need a haircut
i might get one today
yay go me

oh yeah and also i took this for nini, i will see her in the summer im so excited she's coming here again :D

but i will be living in Glasgow, or Motherwell so i will need to travel through to see her, but i don't mind, haha i had monster too yellow one
like pee

i've also been writing lyrics :D

oh yeah Deuce wrote to me on twitter

i said to him "you're a god" he wrote back "<3" love from big deuce, fuck yeah

anyway i am going to continue booking nini's tickets for death havana, in London, i will go to see her in London at the show aswell, which is cool:D

FACEPALM!

Packing my bags and catching a plane.

Announcement to make,

I won't be attending my brothers wedding, due to the reason he has not invited me

He had has stagnight a few days ago, they all went to liverpool. and had a fun night out, which is fine

People who know me, know i do not get on with my brother, and that's fine.

I have no real opinion on him, So my dad said to me, "you can either stay here, or go on a plane for a few days"

So i think, i will go away for a few days, Germany, France... I don't know, i actually might go to Finland, i have a friend from there Helja, she's really nice, we always debate politics and such and i always have to hear her go on about how gay marriage in Finland should be allowed, because her and her wife are so much in love. it's cute

anyway, Europe is my oister, I might visit Jamie, i might visit some other friends, if it's a chance of getting out of Scotland i will take it.

I wonder why he doesn't like me? probably the same reason i don't like him, lol.

I'm actually splitting my sides here, because of whats happend with the family recently,
haha
oh wells

byes

Packing m bags and catching a plane.

Announcement to make,

I won't be attending my brothers wedding, due to the reason he has not invited me

He had has stagnight a few days ago, they all went to liverpool. and had a fun night out, which is fine

People who know me, know i do not get on with my brother, and that's fine.

I have no real opinion on him, So my dad said to me, "you can either stay here, or go on a plane for a few days"

So i think, i will go away for a few days, Germany, France... I don't know, i actually might go to Finland, i have a friend from there Helja, she's really nice, we always debate politics and such and i always have to hear her go on about how gay marriage in Finland should be allowed, because her and her wife are so much in love. it's cute

anyway, Europe is my oister, I might visit Jamie, i might visit some other friends, if it's a chance of getting out of Scotland i will take it.

I wonder why he doesn't like me? probably the same reason i don't like him, lol.

I'm actually splitting my sides here, because of whats happend with the family recently,
haha
oh wells

byes

Giving not taking.

Life is about giving, giving so much hope and happiness to people
being the best you can be, today i started to do an amazing thing

i've decided to do 3 nice things a day
even if its just saying hi
or wishing someone a happy birthday

i've offerd to take my mum out for the weekend her favourite team is in the cup final (football)
and tickets are sold out, i've bidd'd £300 on two tickets for her and whoever she wants to take

so yeah. thats what im upto

on a further note, i'm annoyed because i keep having to cancel my photoshoot because of the wheather, i'll prob be doing it next week (i hope) but i promise once i get the pictures all done ill be posting them here for you

bye

Smart move Obama.

"i support gay marriage" woooo well done Obama, now you will for sure get many votes to stay in office.

And before you fucktards accouse me of being homophobic, well hmmm it would be hard since i like the coke bottle and the nachos.... IM FUCKING BI YOU IDIOTS.

I think obama made this choice to come out (so to speak) about his feelings on gay marriage because he wants votes, why did it take so much time ? why now... hmmm

and i couldn't care about your lame opinions, i am stating how i feel, don't like it? then fuck off to another profile.

bye lovelys

Communication

You can throw the book at me, because it's easy to let you suspecting acts win

whatever happened to those sunny days, i know, it was all a dream

dreaming turns to nightmare, so go on talk and glare

try and act like this is fair. but remember one thing only

i wrote the books on your true life story.

GO EAST (GO EDINBURGH;)

So the big cup final game is this Saturday,  and two of the Edinburgh teams will travel to Glasgow (the west of Scotland) and the local newspaper made a song about how the east of Scotland is better ;)

Enjoy haha

Hola !

Hello ladys and gentlemen of the world wide web, if you don't know my name is Stevie, Stevie, "Steven" Gordon Perry, I hail from Scotland, okay enough of that and let's get to the gossip shall we?

Oka starting of i am sorry i haven't made a blog in a while, i do have a life you know, don't pressure me:P!
But i have been taking awesome photo's of place's posting them on my facebook and what not.

So a few weeks ago i went to the beach and i've been playing a lot of bingo, my god 0.o it's full of old people! but some old people are nice and funny, no they really are, but i won at bingo it was only £25 i had to share it with a guy so if i won and not him i would have got £50!

I've had a cancelation on a shoot so i'm re doing it this monday, then i have to go to this certain place on wedensday! for people who know me, it's the place i've been waiting 7 months to go. so i am sure they are happy for me,

I've been getting ready for college really, studying, and researching, i feel a lot smarter which is nice,

oh i drank beer today, scottish beer, ITS SHIT
look

and it was so god damn rainy today look :(

Did i mention i went on a candy buying rampage ?

american style?

and me being me, i stole this while drunk, i can't even remember doing it, i just woke up and was like WTF?!

I've just been being me really, i've been to the beach a lot i like to jog there, i even took a picture, when it was really windy, i look like krusty the fucking clown

Also i visted my friend in hospital, she asked me if i wanted to see her and i said yeah it's like a five minute walk and she fucking bit me it hurt like a mother fucker, you can actually see a vein look

Also i have a new tone to life so to speak
this rings in my head everyday after i piss
i don't know why

Also i like to take pictures of myself in college toilets, yes i went to the Glasgow college to find out about an interview lol

Sure things get me down here and there, but i am right there to pick myself back up

I'm not signing on at the job center anymore, i am on ESA, Employment support allowence, but i will be coming off it in June, why? because college will start then, i am still waiting for an interview date, but i have been practising my fucking ass off, for this interview and reearching monologs, and i really do believe in myself

so. here are the rest of the pictures enjoy.

Steviiesycfuk:)

HI BLOG!

The lyrics blow my mind.

How could i forget you?

I hope you made it a real good day with your loved ones and friends beside you, not to forget your wonderful mother, you taught me so much about her. You told me how she has been such an important figure in your life.
I hope you got drunk as fuck and really really fat on cake and sweeties, i hope the loved ones gave you gifts of what you needed, not what you thought you wanted, i hope you got a special gift. something that means the world. on a day like that the people come around and celebrate for you being here. I for one didn't celebrate, for obvious reasons, but i did say a little prayer for you, i just smiled, a big smile across my face for you. I hope you got the day you wanted because you deserved it, you have been there so much for so many people and i'm sorry but just like i wasn't a saint neither are they, they sometimes take you for granted, and you never ask to be thanked. thats what makes you, you. that's what makes you so caring and non boring. and just you. people may be scared of what you say, but i was never scared because i saw me in you. you're an angel and i'll say it blue in the face, with your oh so charming smile and words full of grace, you'll always be my bestfriend.

So happy birthday to you miss.

You know who you are.

If i was leader of the world...

If i was leader of the world, this would be me.

It's actually a cool song, lol